WHO AM I

I don't know who am I
I don't understand who am I
Sometimes I look like possessed by the devil
Sometimes I look like the great boy
Sometimes I feel the most famous of all
Sometimes I feel the happiest person of all
But sometimes I feel my life is full of loneliness
Have I been living in the right way?
Or maybe I'm the worst of all
About my actions
About my attitudes
About my deeds
Are they useful for me and other?
God, please show me the right way...
In order that I can be useful for myself and other
Cause until now I don't understand who am I.